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8/26/2006 12:02 am

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8/24/2007 10:09 pm

 > Friday night,

and I am home watching tv and drinking wine, is that sad? I like it, in my stave in life.
forgive me it my be the wine tinting my emotions.
I was thinking that my life is not the one I imagine when I was a little boy. I have had a enjoyable life, and interesting enough for me, and yet it has degraded to the point of living vicariously in tv, books, and liquor. It seems as if I live for titilation more then something more substantive. 37, is that middle age, I was not aware of it but I feel its pangs, the begenning of its course.
Is this a stage, or am I just week or human.
What is the meanning of the passion for life, for me for a korean, or american or Kor American? I do not have the ambition to justify existance or certian passion for anything, life , art, history or religion. I love my work well as most, I like my life, but dose that justify life. I dont know.

Sorry for the crazy talk. I think I should go hikng in the mornning , get perspective.

I hope all is well, i hear there are tornados, I am sure that it is not in Cin.

What is your favorite tv show, mine is Charly Rose? I learn so much from it.
I will let you go for now.
Remember I have been drinking red wine. Thanks for letting me rant.

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