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having loved and lost, saying goodbye...

love is still...my puppy.
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thank you everyone... Oct 3, 2007 4:15 pm
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i love everyone's comments...i feel so at home.

you know this is what i missed the most while i was away from kff.

thanks for everyone's input...
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why is it... Oct 3, 2007 12:30 am
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you put a complaint for abuse on KFF and no one pays attention?

i am talking about getting the liar that was in my life off KFF...but KFF hasn't done anything.

i have an unni that is trying to do the same thing...
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any volunteers? Oct 2, 2007 7:28 pm
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why can't i find a guy who i can have fun with?

i am tired of these lame guys i've been meeting lately...

any takers?

no married, divorced, separated, or attached men...please stay out of my life...or men with "SUPPOSED" dying parent...

please stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want someone fun and NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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looking at things through another set of eyes... Oct 2, 2007 1:00 pm
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in my cultural emotions class we conducted an experiment. this experiment entailed going to a busy area and stand and do nothing.

we couldn't sit and people watch. we were to stand there and be a tree and observe. some of you know that i am a very active person...like to look around, socialize, and give my input.

it was hard for me to do this. stand and do nothing. rely on my senses to be aware of my surroundings...but to stand and do nothing.

it made me realize that i'm NOT the center of the universe. some people ignored me, some people came up and asked if i was ok, some passed by and asked why i was just standing there, some thought i was retarded...

i felt like the laziest person in the world. it made me think, if i was the bum, waiting on the street...is this how it feels to be ignored and hated? to stand and do nothing...i felt empty...unproductive...

i was reflecting back on my cabo trip...we took a whole day on Friday and lounged. it was great to just relax and do nothing. but this was different...i could not speak, socialize, react, or move.

i want to go to cabo again and be unproductive. that is one think i'll definitely want to do again...at least i'm resting and hanging out with friends and soaking in the rays...
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lieu of 09-11-01 Oct 1, 2007 10:12 pm
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i lost an unni that day. i didn't know until 6 months later.

i didn't know she worked in those towers until then. the visit to NY in june this year, i went to pay tribute to her. i dont know if her body was retrieved or if it burned and flew in the mist of the dust.

thinking about her today, after all this drama i had with that dumb-a-- guy and my drama with a close friend this weekend.

i know that it is petty to have fights and arguments, but remembering that unni...it brought things into perspective.

love life. disgard the things that trouble you. life is too short to worry about stupid things and stupid people.

i'll always remember you unni.
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warning ladies.... Oct 1, 2007 4:24 pm
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don't believe anything a guy says especially when he uses his father as the excuse. stating that his father has heart problems but doesn't really know the diagnosis. he supposedly had to be transferred to 3 hospitals to have heart surgery but didn't know what kind of surgery he was having. he has 7 letters to his name with 4 numbers at the end.

wanted to warn all the sisters out there...

i was simply trying to be there for this person, send flowers to his "dying" father but would never give me that info. asked how is father's surgery went, no info given.

1. surgery at 2:30 in the afternoon?
2. can't give me a real diagnosis on his heart condition when his father has had heart problems for 10 years?
3. can't tell me what kind of surgery it was?
4. can't give me the father's room number when i wanted to send flowers?

is his father already dead so he's using his dad as an excuse?

that would suck if his father was alive and now making him have a "supposed" heart condition...

hm...i am putting in a complaint and asking KFF to ban him from being on this site. of course he can always come back as someone else...
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friendship Oct 1, 2007 2:12 pm
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what constitutes breaking off a friendship of 10 years?

what will make you walk away from this friendship?

need your input...
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liars and cheaters Sep 30, 2007 11:58 pm
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is it acceptable to lie and cheat?

are we supposed to stand by and let karma take it's place? or we supposed to do something about it?????

discard the unnecessary.
1. one minute man...no thanks...
2. married man...no thanks...
3. guy with female best friend obession...no thanks...
4. divorced man with suicidal ex-wife...no thanks...
5. separated man with suicidal wife...no thanks...
6. man who wants multiple partners...no thanks...
7. man who seeks love but too busy b/c father is supposedly on death bed...no thanks
8. 2 minute man...no thanks...
9. was it even in man...no thanks...
10. oh we are supposed to stop now because you're finished man...no thanks...
11. angry man who tailgates...no thanks...
12. uhhhh i guess you are busy (once you hear that we are working professionals) man...no thanks...
13. i can't hear you behind all the uhhhh's and uhmmmm's man...no thanks...

these are several encounters i've faced and some my girlfriends faced...just putting it out there on screen...

nothing more.
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is it wrong? (just thoughts on screen) Sep 29, 2007 8:30 pm
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is it wrong for a woman to be liberated in her orientation and how often she needs it?

there are some words that are filtered out here...

is it wrong for a woman to want it as much as a man?

desires and pleasures... everyone craves it, i do...

please don't think anything further or think this is what i am...just wanted people's input.
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koreanfriendfinder Sep 29, 2007 1:41 am
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i was rudely reminded that i should specify what nationality i'm looking for in a male friend, male significant other...

isn't this koreanfriendfinder? should i be blamed because i don't prefer certain ethnicities?

if i wanted to find someone of another ethnic background...wouldn't i be on asianfriendfinder, jewishfriendfinder, hispanicfriendfinder...etc. etc.

gees people, don't get all mad at me because i prefer someone of my own race...
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