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friday night.
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Aug 26, 2006 12:02 am
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> Friday night,
and I am home watching tv and drinking wine, is that sad? I like it, in my stave in life.
forgive me it my be the wine tinting my emotions.
I was thinking that my life is not the one I imagine when I was a little boy. I have had a enjoyable life, and interesting enough for me, and yet it has degraded to the point of living vicariously in tv, books, and liquor. It seems as if I live for titilation more then something more substantive. 37, is that middle age, I was not aware of it but I feel its pangs, the begenning of its course.
Is this a stage, or am I just week or human.
What is the meanning of the passion for life, for me for a korean, or american or Kor American? I do not have the ambition to justify existance or certian passion for anything, life , art, history or religion. I love my work well as most, I like my life, but dose that justify life. I dont know.
Sorry for the crazy talk. I think I should go hikng in the mornning , get perspective.
I hope all is well, i hear there are tornados, I am sure that it is not in Cin.
What is your favorite tv show, mine is Charly Rose? I learn so much from it.
I will let you go for now.
Remember I have been drinking red wine. Thanks for letting me rant.
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Top 5 ways to please a man?
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Jun 16, 2006 10:46 pm
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Top 5 ways to please a man?
Top five ways to please a boy:
1. Be an incompetent in bed. Boys are threatened by women who know what they're doing.
2. Tolerate bullshit.
3. Don't talk.
4. Don't make plans.
5. Make the boy feel like he's a monster in bed even if he isn't.
Top five ways to please a man.
1. Communicate.
2. Set and keep standards.
3. Collaborate in building the future.
4. Be smart, independent, assertive and funny.
5. Be a freak in bed. A man can handle it.
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friend and friendship
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Oct 4, 2005 10:33 pm
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Is life about counting the beads, give and take. It seems that is the way it is going, sadly, "no man is an island" but evey man is one.
It is a switch, and it has fliped or it is a buble which has burst, I see not much rason for existence, money, to compeat and see how many marbles we can win, howmnay tack jis we can gatther, I thought that was a game, and now, I am back to square one.
don't lend money is what un tursting or ungivng people, or if you have none, u dont have to worry aobut it. Money is your time, who and how you spend and share that is the exssence of existance. It is not the accummulation of marbles but the experiance derived from the game. Or is it, I am confused, actually shocked. Now, I know I was in a position where I would not have recieved, ever, where I would have gave.
is that too calculating, I don't know. It was simple then.
Small nicks and cuts on my sphychy are now rottingto the core. how far and how fast, I do not know.
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I lost 20lb so far
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Oct 1, 2005 11:46 pm
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I forget whene we started, lost 20 or more lbs, today 168lbs, feels skinny and week, trying to work out, keep the weight.
I have to pull the other side of my siwdome teeth, and so much work. Hard to make time.
I think i should run more for the endurance.
I just wanted to add that, eat less and burne more calories, (working out, any kind), then you will lose the weight. Done it before, and I seen plenty of people do it if they stick with it. Think Mind over matter.
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New Light on life Nothing, hardly to do with diet/ ex)
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Oct 1, 2005 11:29 pm
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i come to a realization that the life i lead is not the life i have. It was a long transition, however, the swithch has been fliped.
I konw know what I feel, like when you are drunk with alchol, it is different but significant at the time, this, I do not see reverting.
Relationships chnage, however, faite or promise it held.
Is it me that was left behined? Is alll a few step front of the race? One step closer to the island, or am I an island wanting to be closer and be more like a continent? Simply I feel, left behind, almost used; old song do come true, life is not different.
Deal with it, that's easy, the change, disapointment is the weight pressing every single way.
Is this why people focuse on money, after disapointment about relationships. It so easy to do, focus, no distraction, no fellings, just direction without purpose.
MOney, purpose, lol, I hate to get there: its like in quick sand and knowing where you are going and yet you have time: time for hope,time for miserry; dead man walking.
sorry to my self and anyone elese for being so ----- bleak,
there is an upside, but the benifit of money verses happyness, or even the comparison is ridiculus. They can compliment but they are not interchangeable.
I think I should find a commumne, those are that turn out the worst.
Let's hope for the best. Perhaps I will find my true or atleast my old self.
love thy
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wisdom
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Sep 23, 2005 3:28 pm
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ha ha, I mean my wisdome tooth, just had it pulled out a week ago, not too bad, but a lot of hassle, and so I have not been working out, I do have to add that I have been eating fine; gal bi, prime rib, pasta, korean food.
But I think the rest is doing some good for my shoulder at this time. I will be back at the gym hard, soon,untill I have to take out the other two.
I have been putting tiger balm on my face, chemical burn, and Alo Plant on the sores. not bad. I do need more sleep but oo busy. I do think the
tiger Balm is the boooomb.
Till next time.
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How old am I?
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Aug 19, 2005 3:16 pm
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Recently,
I had conversation with friends, donsangs, women and men and we all came to the same conclusion on our own that " We do not feel as old or mature as we thought we would at our respective age."
I remember when I was in my 20s, thinking that guys in their 30s were really old, and that they should not be hanging around and doing the things I was doing, parting. NOw that I am 36, I know I am older then 20s, but some how or some reason I do not feel as old as I thought I would. Maybe it is particular to the fact that I am not married nor have kids.
These days man should be able to stay healthy and attractive till mid 50s if one takes care of himself. And I deffinately intend to do that. But the big question I have is this normal, it seems from some of the people I speak with, it is.
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uptadte
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Aug 17, 2005 10:24 am
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My work outs are a bit slow but its going. My muscles are getting storng er and I can feel the weight now. With good concentration I should get to 3 plates in about 2 months or less. Other parts of my body, such as back,shoulders, trpas, Legs and stomach are getting stronger and more deffinition.
The spin class is helpping a lot. I do need to run on my own some more to get down to 170 lbs, I do not want to get to skinny to fast.
I am sorking out mostly with the two plates on my bench, and trying to get to 10 pull ups I am in the 5 range now.
It seems that if I double up on, at least the bench dates, I feel more stronger, however, I am watching my joints.
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diet/ exercise
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Aug 8, 2005 2:18 pm
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Today is August 8th,2005,
My work outs are realatively going well, doing 2 or 3 day splints for my lifting and doing much cardio, vollyball,spinning, and some swimming as possible. My eating hs gotten better but it can stand more improvements.
I am feeling stronger and more in shape to do better workouts. Lately I have been in the gym too long, slower workouts, and talking. But the slow pace makes the workout too long but its injur free.
The fact taht I didn't drink for 3 weeks, hleped onthe diet part and the amount of time I had for working out. If I can only quite drinking altogether, I am sure the six pack is only a matter of time. The big question is do I want a nice body, and feel healthy, and not have a social life. I will do my best to balance the two.
One think I noticed is that my back, latismas dorsi, is not responding as fast as my chest, however, it is getting stronger. My delts I can blast if need be. I have to stay on point on my legs and stomach. I think another 2 to 3 months I should be where I want to be and maintain.
I do have to add that , it is hard losing the fat from the face. I have no Idea when and how the face got so big. Must of been the Creatin I was taking. I will try to get to 170lbs in the next month or so and maintain and cut up. And bring up and work on the body parts wihch are or is behind.
Next month I will try a stricked diet to see how it has an affect on my body.
Most of th body part, I am trying to do 3 to 4exercise with 3 sets after warmup at 80 to 85% intensity for bigger muscles and 2 to 3 for smaller body parts at high concentration.
Thats it for today. Lincoln.
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