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I have renamed my blog as PILLS.This is because ' PILLS ' or the medication that i have been taking have a ' central role ' to play in my life.They 'control ' my behaviour and they decide my happiness / success / failure in love / relation / job almost every aspect of life.I can also lead a normal life if my medication works effectively which can otherwise be a hell for sure.I have reconciled to the fact that my life is 'Uncertain' as there is no firm cure for my illness and it is not always necessary that the medication works effectively and the disorder resurfaces.

The choice of my id 'Brainteaser' is in itself in relation to my illness and disorder.

Lately i have chosen to open up share my innermost secrets.

I am lucky to have such people here with whom i am sharing the darkest secrets of my life.I hope they will understand and if possible avoid ignoring me.

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Flirting with my maid - I hurt my own concience ! Jan 4, 2009 11:26 pm
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I stay alone most part of the year.My new maid started a few days back.I was trying to flirt with her.She is a very nice and a sensible woman and i think she had given me the indication that it was wrong.The fact is that i wanted to seduce her.But then it was all her sweet will and there was no compulsion except from her own poverty.Plus so far i did not do anything more than mer flirting with her.

I stay alone for most of the year.I am young and i have natural biochemical and physical requirements.To the best of my knowledge all men have it and most men act like this only when they are alone.But here i have chosen to express and regret this.
Two days have passed and she has stopped coming for work.

She is a very poor woman and she is already living in very dilapidated conditions.She has a lovely daughter of my daughter's age and i love her too.

I never wish to hurt anyone like this and i feel very bad about this.Since my biochemical and natural physical thirst will continue as ever i am thinking to stop this maid biz and in future do all my very little chores by myself.

But first of all i will go to her home , meet her , express my regrets and give her money for two months (14 USD )even though she worked for 2 days only.
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Visit to Taj Mahal - The monument of Love. Jan 4, 2009 5:27 am
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Visited Taj Mahal a few days back.My wife and my daughter accompanied me.I had seen taj in the pics earlier but when i saw it with my eyes it was really amazingly beautiful and an unparalleled wonder.

Moghul emperor ' Shah Jahan ' Loved his wife ' Queen Mumtaz Mehal ' very much and he constructed this tomb in loving memory of his beloved queen.It took 22 years to construct this 240 feet tall wonder on the banks of river yamuna in Agra in India.Taj is completely made of white marble with gems and precious stones exquisitely engraved in it.It was constructed about 400 years back and trust me i think we can't achieve the level of perfection and beauty even today despite all the technological advancement.

It is the only monument of its kind in world which is a symbol of love.After his death emperor ' Shah Jehan' was also buried in the tomb next to Mumtaz Mehal's grave as per his wish.

Taj is just adjasent to the Agra Fort of the Moghuls ; from where they ruled the whole of India.When shah jehan became old he could not see the Taj from his window ; due to weakened eyesight.His daughter , princess Jehan Ara gifted him a miror and till his last times the emperor used to watch the image of taj in this mirror.

Since all men can't construct such wonders in memory of their loved ones ; they pose in front of it with their beloved ones and take pics with Taj in the background.But nevertheless this does not mean that their love for their beloved is in anyway less as compared to the love for the emperor for his beloved queen.
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