/blog/brainteaser69/?pid=p2429 I have renamed my blog as PILLS.This is because ' PILLS ' or the medication that i have been taking have a ' central role ' to play in my life.They 'control ' my behaviour and they decide my happiness / success / failure in love / relation / job almost every aspect of life.I can also lead a normal life if my medication works effectively which can otherwise be a hell for sure.I have reconciled to the fact that my life is 'Uncertain' as there is no firm cure for my illness and it is not always necessary that the medication works effectively and the disorder resurfaces.The choice of my id 'Brainteaser' is in itself in relation to my illness and disorder.Lately i have chosen to open up share my innermost secrets.I am lucky to have such people here with whom i am sharing the darkest secrets of my life.I hope they will understand and if possible avoid ignoring me.Noone'sbt /blog/3837/post_11912.html?pid=p2429&m= I stay alone most part of the year.My new maid started a few days back.I was trying to flirt with her.She is a very nice and a sensible woman and i think she had given me the indication that it was wr Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:26:58 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11912.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11908.html?pid=p2429&m= Visited Taj Mahal a few days back.My wife and my daughter accompanied me.I had seen taj in the pics earlier but when i saw it with my eyes it was really amazingly beautiful and an unparalleled wonder. Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:27:26 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11908.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11903.html?pid=p2429&m= who am i ? well i am not my body for it is born from earthly matters and it mixes back to the earth.where did i come from ? ie my origin ?where will i finally go ie after my death ?And above all what Sat, 03 Jan 2009 08:14:29 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11903.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11878.html?pid=p2429&m= To be honest i like almost all kff members ( including the ones that have me on ignore permanently ) and thats what has kept me here even after about one year of leaving Korea but some members here ha Sun, 28 Dec 2008 04:22:36 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11878.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11854.html?pid=p2429&m= I have been here at kff for about 2 years now.I got kicked off perhaps 3rice ( probably due to a KFF reaction to the seritonium imbalance in my brain )and i changed my id 3ice before i finally became Wed, 24 Dec 2008 02:46:28 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11854.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11853.html?pid=p2429&m= Merry christmas to all the kff members.I wish that this christmas ushers in all the prosperity and good health for you and your family. Wed, 24 Dec 2008 02:15:51 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11853.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11840.html?pid=p2429&m= I met a wonderful lady in seoul . Her name was kim.She was a bartender.We both liked each other and she had agreed to be my girl friend in seoul.She told me that she did not like the sexual part of it Mon, 22 Dec 2008 03:51:38 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11840.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11837.html?pid=p2429&m= Its not the quality of contents of your blogthat decide the responses to your blog.But its rather the sex factor , the age factor and the looks factor that at the first instance decide the response to Sun, 21 Dec 2008 04:59:11 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11837.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11836.html?pid=p2429&m= Her name is neena !She is a commercial aircraft pilot!She is divorced and stays alone with her son who studies in 10th standard and is such a lovely boy!The house often looks Gloomy - Cause a Broken Sun, 21 Dec 2008 03:31:16 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11836.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11820.html?pid=p2429&m= A recent blog by a member regarding serious mental illnesses and I thought to take courage to pen this down out from the secret most corners of my heart ;- a true and a first hand account of Being a Fri, 19 Dec 2008 05:21:16 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11820.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11792.html?pid=p2429&m= Hi !I just dropprd in to say a Hi lest u all forget me.love u all Sun, 14 Dec 2008 03:21:49 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11792.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_11101.html?pid=p2429&m= I had written a blog about Absolute QT with noble intentions but seems something went wrong with the blog.Threfore i was compelled to delete it as the person for whom it was written didn't like the wa Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:43:01 -0800 /blog/3837/post_11101.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10999.html?pid=p2429&m= This is my next blog and I am going to write this blog soon.Maybe within next few days.Till then bye bye Thu, 31 Jul 2008 00:12:58 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10999.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10998.html?pid=p2429&m= I have renamed my blog as PILLS.This is because ' PILLS ' or the medication that i have been taking have a ' central role ' to play in my life.They 'control ' my behaviour and they decide my happiness Wed, 30 Jul 2008 23:10:07 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10998.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10936.html?pid=p2429&m= When my grandfather expired my father had hell of a time in shifting the dead body from the hospital to home.Hospital refused to provide an ambulance for this purpose.None of the private taxis agreed Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:49:42 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10936.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10913.html?pid=p2429&m= I am planning to buy an apartment in Mumbai shortly.For normal people a house is a place wherein they can live with their family etc etc but my intention is just to invest my savings and to have a pla Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:51:46 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10913.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10912.html?pid=p2429&m= Over the years i have come to understand and realize that my identity lies in the fact that i do not belong to anyone and noone belongs to me.I understand that it shall continue to be so forever due t Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:43:23 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10912.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10752.html?pid=p2429&m= What is sexier ? Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:59:31 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10752.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10751.html?pid=p2429&m= What was born first ? Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:56:35 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10751.html?pid=p2429&m= /blog/3837/post_10748.html?pid=p2429&m= This topic strikes me a lot.I have made up my mind to start writing a book over this subject.The character in the story is a person who is a flesh and blood matter like you and me.The person is suffer Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:12:59 -0800 /blog/3837/post_10748.html?pid=p2429&m=