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RAIN RAIN Go Away…....................00ps i mean YAY YAY, It’s RAINing!!! Nov 30, 2007 9:00 am
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i can’t remember the last time it rained in los angeles…
it’s great waking up to the sound of rain, although i can hardly hear raindrops only gloomy sky; like your partner who might be coming home late “sneaking in quietly” so that he/she won’t wake you up…
actually i really like it when it rains at night and fall asleep listening to rain drops hitting my windows and outdoor patio...

it makes me want to just go for a walk and step/jump right into the spots filled with pools of water...

too bad the rain won’t last...
well better than nothing...

if you’re in los angeles area i hope you’re enjoying rain as much as i do!!!

song of the day (honor of frenchguy): red rain by peter gabriel
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I Dream of... Oct 26, 2007 3:21 am
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i dream of being ...
i dream of days that i can be ...
i dream of finding ...
i dream of getting rid of ...
i dream of ...

what do you dream of???
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younger men??? older women??? by how much??? Oct 21, 2007 2:58 am
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i have this absurd idea that this guy who is 10 years younger likes me...
i think he's a "bit" young for me...


ladies,
if you date younger guys, is there an age limit as to how much younger you would date???


dudes,
if you date older girls, how much older would you date???


people say "age is just a number"...is it really?

much appreciated thanks!!!
p.s. this has NOTHING to do with my insomnia!!!
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HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP Oct 19, 2007 2:37 am
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i can't sleep...
too much things on my mind...

what is the best way to get rid of???????
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Nightmare…”Gae-Keum”... Sep 13, 2007 2:38 am
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the other morning i woke up shivering from an awful and scary nightmare...normally i don’t remember my dreams...however this particular dream was so vivid and i even felt it sick to my stomach...

when i was growing up i used to have this recurring nightmares on and off...you know the ones that you try so hard to wake up in your dreams but you just can’t...like the dream that i had recently, most of my nightmares are dreams of “being chased” by someone, someone evil...

most of you might laugh but i grew up with this same dream over and over...
in my dreams/nightmares, there are always three main characters: my helpless grandmother, evil person/people, and me...

with slight variations, the dream goes something like this, somehow i am being chased by north korean soldiers who i tend to mistake as good people only to hear my grandmother shouting at me to run away...i don’t really remember how i wake up, but i know i eventually wake up shaking and out of breath...

again, on my recent dream, i was trying to run away from this evil man (some tv character from one of the show i watch once in awhile, i’m embarrassed to say)...again, my grandmother is watching over me and yelling at me to run...next thing i know i’m driving a car and that evil man is chasing me...i remember getting into an accident and that evil man has finally caught me...

luckily(I guess) i woke up just right after so that’s all i remember…*sigh*

it saddens me that normally I don’t remember my “regular” dreams...
yet i tend to get this recurring, “being chased after” nightmares, which is still vivid in my mind...which in turn brings me back the old recurring nightmares of my younger days...

being superstitious, i even cancelled my meeting with a friend...lame huh?

does anyone get same repetitive dreams???
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Assumptions and Lies... Jul 11, 2007 4:28 am
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One guy wrote in his e-mail "that last time I assumed something I found myself in handcuffs in Mexico"...i always try to go with the saying, “never assume anything…” and not to lie...

Where you do draw the lines about lying?
It seems like issues of lying are mentioned over and over...how one lied to another and vice versa...it’s he said, she said...

Why is that YOUR lying is okay but when feel that others lie about YOU, YOU’re being attacked and they are out to get YOU???
Do YOU forget that you lied? Do YOU only see other people lying but not YOURS???
Before ranting and complaining about others who lie to YOU, see if YOU lied first of all...
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suNday mOrning at cOstcO-weLL what dO yOu expeCt!!! Jul 1, 2007 11:56 pm
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I knew there was a reason why i don’t go to places like Costco…this morning i went to Costco with my mom...it was only 10:30 am and it was already jammed packed…i believe they open at 10am…it was so crowded!!! i was afraid of people or their shopping carts running into me or vice versa…

Dang i was supposed to go to golf range with my dad, which would have been a better choice when i look back; however, i’ve hurt my wrist previously(like 3 weeks ago-ackkkkk), probably from a bad swing since that was my first time…haha…maybe i should just stick to tennis…

Oops, changing the subject…wow, that place was so crowded that it reminded me of shopping malls during the christmas season…i think the last time i went to Costco was two or three summers ago where i was reunited with my junior high school friend…

Hopefully it will be another two years for my next Costco visit and limit my shopping to trader joe's on weekdays...

Wait, but i didn't get to buy what i was looking for!!! hmmmmmmmmmm


song: I Still Haven't Fount What I am Looking For
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Winked...by a WOMAN ^.~ Jun 16, 2007 5:39 am
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The other day I received a wink by a woman who is a bi-sexual and bi-curious...I think it was a second time that she has winked at me actually...married on top of it...

Was I suppose to feel “lucky” for the wink, whatever the wink represents...actually I was amused more than anything else...
I don't even get winks from guys, with exceptions of guys over 50+(no offense please)

Well something to share…
What does wink really mean I wonder???
I think I was "hotlisted" by her too...ahahahhahahahah

Have you ever been winked/hotlisted by a same gender???

have a good weekend!!!
sabine
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Love...How It Fades... Jun 13, 2007 5:59 am
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I was in love a while back…short yet very intense...

it was weird, I didn’t think I could ever feel that way towards him, but I did...I didn’t even think I could even like a guy like him, someone who was vastly different from me...even though we were very different, there were things we were able to relate to and bonded...

time passed and I still keep in touch with him on and off but now that love is gone...how can these feelings of love dissipate so fast???
Was it even true love??? I could have sworn that it was but now it's gone...


song: Oh L'amour by Erasure
book: Love in the Time of Cholera
movie: In the Mood for Love
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Glimpse of a Motherhood... Mar 9, 2007 2:26 pm
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recently, i’ve become an aunt, “go-mo”...
last weekend, i became a full time "surrogate mother" for my niece...i guess it gave me a glimpse of being a mother...wow! what an experience that was...i knew that it would be challenging but didn’t realize how demanding it would be...it was really amazing how much work it involved even though the tasks were very simple and minimal...i mean all you have to do is: feed, change diapers, and hold until the baby goes to sleep and voila...the thing is that, you have to do that every hour or so, non-stop...after doing it for 48 hours straight i was getting grumpy from lack of sleep...so much for being patient...well wish me luck for next time i become a “surrogate” mom!!!
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