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from d' bottom of my heart...
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Mar 28, 2008 9:10 pm
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we we're both in love with one another, we thought we get married someday. u promise, there's no one else but me, you will always love me, and will end up with me... but suddenly you began to change, and emotionally you hurt me daily, u slowly disappearing into someone i never knew.. u stop doing things for me, stop communicating with me, stop sending sweet things with me, you always chose your work over me, although i know it's important to you but no time just to drop and say "hi! how are you?, are you okay?" or even "are you still alive?".. and i think i would be a last choice for you, you always set me aside.nothing to do but think and cry..the last words you told me "please wait for me, i love you, i need time" ye i know you need time, it's personal matters, but hong long? he said "1 year wait me"....will i trust that words from you?? i remember the days when we're so in love, you always call me, and give all your effort so we can talk even a little time, even you're very tired from work you have time for me just to say "im home, how are you". your sweet voice constantly telling you love me, sending chocolates and stuffs makes me feel your love, just a simple things like that makes me love you more and more...
days passed... no words from you.. i dunno what to think or even what to do...but though im tired i cannot give up because i believe in you, even how long will it take i will be here waiting for you and will accept whatever it takes even if it will kill me in so much pain...
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goodbye s'pore T_T
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Mar 28, 2008 6:50 pm
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guys, it's really strange..i gone here to s'pore and never think that of middle east... at first i really don't wanna go UAE to work, first the weather, so hot than philippines..blah..blah... though most of my cousins are there, they can't force me to go haha  even my former company force me to work there, i said "NO" i don't wanna go there! my boss wanna drag me to Dubai haha i remember that really funny boss!! anyways, my problem was i will fly now to Dubai on d' 3rd day of April, I already half-packed my things..but then BOOM! i realized that S'pore airlines allows only 20kgs for luggage and 7kgs for baggage !!! baggage are already okay, but my luggage really a problem, i have 1 baggage and laptop is free to carry inside airplane.. when i got here my things was about 23kgs!! then i bought some things, shoes, dress, accessories. and now really thinking how to pack all those things and i guess i need to discard some of it  excess luggage cost 30SGS per 1kg.. really that expensive for "NO WORK" haha and now im still thinking what to bring and what to take away!!! ..... i still have 5 more days to go... 
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your time is coming~~
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Mar 23, 2008 10:16 pm
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God has placed dreams and desires in
each of our hearts. Are you believing
for something that seems to be taking a
long time? Are you tempted to quit?
Maybe you’ve already given up on that
dream. Today is a new day–it’s time for
you to get your fire back! It may be
taking a long time, but God is
faithful! He promises to complete the
work He began in your life. Don’t fall
into the temptation to get complacent
and think it’s never going to happen.
Right now, whether you see it or not,
God is working behind the scenes and
arranging things in your favor. When
you develop an attitude of expectancy,
you open the door to His miracle-
working power in your life. Decide
today to declare His Word and speak
words of victory. Start declaring
today, “My time is coming...God is
working behind the scenes on my behalf…
I will fulfill my destiny…I will
fulfill the plan God has for my life!”
As you declare and expect God to move,
your faith will grow. Your hope will
grow. Keep expecting and waiting for
the appointed time. As you do, you’ll
step into the victorious destiny God
has planned for you!
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distance relationship
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Mar 8, 2008 7:36 am
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Just wanna share something about distance relationship...
Sometimes, in our efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be slaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find happiness and not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone it doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that is kept in your heart. Do not let the bitterness lure away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness comes only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past as left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
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Get a purpose
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Mar 4, 2008 4:48 am
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just wanna share...
If you're not clear about your purpose on this day, random events, distractions and circumstances beyond your control will impose a purpose upon you. You'll end up spending your precious time in the service of things that won't bring any value or fulfillment.
In contrast, when you're solidly connected to a personally meaningful purpose, you're able to focus on making real progress. Though the same problems, frustrations and distractions will come, they will not have the power to overwhelm or consume you.
The more fully you understand why you wish to do something, the more clearly you'll see how to do it. Strong, solid, meaningful reasons will ignite the energy to create worthwhile and lasting achievements.
It is well worth the time and effort necessary to understand why you seek what you seek. When you know why, anything is within your reach.
To get maximum results from your efforts, look beyond the outer concerns of what you're doing. Look at why you've chosen to do it.
Give this day a real, honest purpose that truly means something to you. And you'll build value that continues long after the day is over.
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about "LOVE" ~~
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Mar 4, 2008 12:05 am
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just wanna share kkk maybe someone out there might need this quote to make them realize something very important about LOVE..kkk
"Feelings and emotions change. It does not mean that if you don't feel for each other anymore, the love is gone. If love were only feelings, then there is no such thing as lasting. Love can sometimes turn numb or even be boring. But no matter what, as long as you choose and decide to still continue, it will be more beautiful. Perhaps, love is just taking a rest. You just have to be patient because love itself is life, not all the time you have to be happy, sometimes you also have to give in to its bitterness. Love maturely, NOT idealistically!"
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"my love will get you home"
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Mar 3, 2008 11:14 pm
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my love will get you home
by: christine glass
hi guys wanna share a song given by a friend of mine here... from my sis MITU kkkk thanks..i really love the song...
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.
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"Truth"
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Mar 2, 2008 8:42 am
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Time heals? Do you know how I feel?
I've tried to forget you, but all I can do is kneel
I do love you, but it is something that you can't feel
How I wish, all of these were not real..
I've been patient, but it gave me tense
My life is useless, simply it has no sense
I want to forget you; but loving you is all that I can
Now I write my emotions using this damn pen
My heart is numb, or am I just so dumb?
You're hard to remove, like you are a gum
I thought reaching out someone will make it done
But I was wrong, `Coz my chest will blow just like a bomb..
Days have passed, and I am full of dust
Back from the past, that seems not to last
It's March 03 2008, and will soon to pass
My heart is aching like I want to hit by a bus
I say nothing, but your name on my mind
After all you've done, for me you're still the one
I've kept on watching though I'm completely blind
Is this a spell? Why is it so hard to unbind?
I am out of mind, and it makes me draught
I'd like to follow you but I know I'm gonna be caught
My Soul is ripped, and starts to rot
Together with my body, that seems like I’ve been hit by a bat..
Another day has come, but still, I have no plan
I thought of you, though I know it has been banned
My head, I want it to be shot by a gun
So my brain will splashed saying you're memories, were not gone..
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Not Another Used to Be
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Mar 1, 2008 5:55 am
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When I first met you, I really didn’t like you. To me, you were just another guy. At first, I thought we will just become the best of friends. Seeing that you are in the same situation that I am in, I related to you. I told you my stories, you told yours. Eventually, we became close. So close that I began looking for you when you aren’t by my side. So close that I was longing for you to talk to me every time. Soon, I felt that you are like my addiction. Later, we became lovers.
From the start, the flow of our relationship was bad. It took you three days to become sure of what you feel. Three days of great pain and suffering for me. Even when you were sure of what you feel, my doubts didn’t disappear. Later, I found out of your many girl best friends. It made me very jealous than I was before. I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t help it. I can’t stand having to share your time with each one of us.
I became a green-eyed monster. Closely watching your every move. I became selfish and stubborn, a weeper included. While you became apathetic, used to all to that is happening. Day by day, you became unconcerned and uncaring, impatient and hot-headed while I became more selfish.
I hoped to die. Countless times I had asked God to just let me. Countless ways I had tortured and had hurt myself; wanting to escape the pain. Numerous times I had cut my wrist and drank pills, but it was no use. God just wouldn’t let me.
A lot has changed since the first time I met you. The person you are now is not the person you used to be. I am NOT who I used to be.
I’m afraid. I don’t want to make a wrong decision. I don’t know if I can live without you by my side. But I know that if we continue this, we’ll just end up more broken and hurt.
I don’t want us to end like another used to be love. But I need to fix myself. I need to give myself some time to understand my emotions and become a better person. I can’t give you all of my love if we continue to be like this. Because right now, I’m not sure if I still love you or I’m just afraid of being lonely.
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letting go...
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Mar 1, 2008 5:41 am
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When we fall in love, we don’t want that feeling to enwings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.
Then we’ll know that love never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. Love will always be there, reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling called love lived in our hearts and made us happy.
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